something or everything

She meant everything to me,
I meant something to her.
Though everything is above something,
But something remains above everything..

Now as am perplexed, what she meant to me
everything or something,
As i still wonder, what i meant to her
something or everything..

All that counts now
isn't about everything or something,
All that matters here
is about what's that "thing".
Is it something, or was it everything..

moment of life

when i first saw her
i noticed a spark for life
withdrawn, detached, but full of life

i extended her my hand of friendship
which later turned out to be companionship
(which) she accepted with a sigh of relief

days became hours, hours moments
every moment turned out as a life
a life within life

even though deep within our hearts
despair persistently existed
we continued with a ray of hope

hope can be dangerous word
hope can be a moment of life
hope can be the life of a moment

we woke up to the knock on the door
the knock that stirred our souls
souls that awoke to reality

a humble submission by her
a rebellious question by me
though i knew the inevitable

the d'day struck
a glimpse just vanished
in a moment, in the life of a moment

she is somewhere happy or made happy
am here lonely or made lonely
in each moment of life, in each life of a moment..

kaisa..

kaisa rishta, kaisa taluq, jab ehsas hee nahin.
kaisi wafa, kaisa wada, jab rishta hee nahin..
kaise khwab, kaise arman, jab koi aarzoo hee nahin.
kaisi zindagi, kaisa safar, jab tera saath hee nain..